Scale is moving

I have been really really discouraged the last few weeks. I can't seem to get my head straight and it's showing in my weight loss. As you know I gained .2, which isn't a lot, but in my head it is. I am sure that is a skewed view but whatever.

I walked 4 miles on Wednesday and I am trying to decide if I want to walk this morning once E is up from her nap.

I have had several people tell me that I look good. One told me I was her inspiration! ha. It is very sweet for people to say that. My hubby just likes my big boobs, haha.

I do admit I am feeling skinny at times. I over ate on Wednesday night and I felt so gross. I haven't over eaten in a long time. I forgot it feels gross. It lasted several hours. Today I am hungry. Mostly it's just boredom. That is one thing I struggle with is boredom eating. Maybe I'll look up some ways to battle that.

For now, I'll go pick up the house. :)

Weigh In #19

I don't even want to post. I gained. But I only gained .2. It is my own fault though. I made cinnamon rolls and I ate a lot of carbs yesterday. I want to lower my points but my lovely husband said I shouldn't because I am becoming obsessed with losing weight. He says I look good and give yourself credit, that I have lost 20lbs. He is right though, hate admitting that, but he is right. Another reason I am upset is because my jeans do not fit around my waste still. It's still from my pregnancy. I know it is. I gain weight in my stomach so it's all still sitting there.

I can give this reason or that but really it's my own fault. I ate like crap. I am feeling itchy to do something though, like craft or paint a wall. I just don't have time.

I need to think of something to change this week instead of have a pity party. I think I will drink as much water as I can. Always have water around. And only one Diet Coke. It's my guilty habit.