Thursday, July 11, 2013

Thoughts on feeling stuck

I have been so focused on getting to my pre-pregnancy weight that I feel weird that I am still losing after it. I am at 145.8 which is below that. I feel like I am stuck, even though I am not stuck. It doesn't feel real that I am still losing the weight. 130 seems so far away. Yet, I have lost 15lbs in 10 weeks. How is that possible?!

I think part of why I feel stuck is my clothes still fit differently. I am guessing it is because of the pregnancy itself. Which is okay. I can handle that. I am nervous that once I get to 130 I still won't be happy. I guess that is what the journey is about. The theme of this blog is to love myself ON this journey. Love my body the way it is before I make it. If I don't love my body now, I know I won't be happy once I make it to 130.

Tuesday, July 9, 2013

Weigh in #10!

Weight Watchers: 145.4
Home: 145.8

I have no idea how I weighed LESS at WW than my home scale. 

I did not track that well this week. I was in Arizona and I ate more cookies than I should have. I did eat in most of the time because it was so hot. Plus I had E at home with me while most people went out to do stuff. I did swim and we went shopping on Friday. 

I really want to walk/jog again. It's just TOO HOT! And I am not getting up at 6-630am to walk/run. I will just have to wait for it to cool off. 

Here are my measurements to date:

WW weight
4/23: 161.2
7/8: 145.4
-15.8

4/23/13
Waist: 40.5
Hips:41


7/8/13
Waist: 38
Hips: 38.5


H: -2.5 inches

W: -2.5 inches