Feeling discouraged

I am feeling discouraged today. Mostly because I am not at my goal weight yet. I am not even close. Closer than I was, but I am kinda in the middle of a pity party today. Plus all I have wanted to do today is eat. Eat. Eat. Eat. I am still in my points today but I just want to eat. I really need to go to a WW meeting. I will make it a point of doing that next week. Also, I need to find a time to work out.

I threw away my scale that is being dumb. It hasn't moved under 144.2 in a few days. The other one has me a pound lower than that. So I decided to just toss it. Plus it was a cheap scale anyways.

Weigh in #13

I can't believe I forgot to post my weigh in from Tuesday!

Home weight: 143.8
Weight Watchers: 143.8

Total weight loss: -17.4

I get scared every week that I am going to gain. My scale at home is stupid. I should just put it away and use the one that seems to be more accurate. I have been stuck in the 143/144 for the past 2 weeks so I guess that is one reason why I am scared I am going to have gained. I am itching to work out, but have not been motivated enough to do it. I still walk between 4000-5000 steps per day. I clean up the house and do laundry. Sometimes with E in my arms. I know that helps.

What do I do to sabotage myself? BAKING I love to bake. Cookies, banana bread, all the yummy stuff. But it's so easy. And it's so easy to eat.

I will keep plugging along.